I had to give up blogging for some days. I ran so deeply out of words. Having read so many too descriptive emails from Lebanon, having read so many blogs describing feelings of helplessness people have there. Having seen pictures of the Lebanese coast black with oil. Having heard of the Qana massacre II. Having realized that the biggest war crime might be killing the future of a people. Killing hope.
I talked to Marc who said that experiencing things like this at short distance is a way we wake up to social justice issues. I don't think I ever was very deeply asleep. But I have definately lost something these days. Maybe my remaining faith in people/organisations with power to have any relativity or sense of justice. Something has changed for good deep within me.
Still, this is part of a longer journey on which God is speaking to me about re-formation from religion to Jesus-following. In the heart of that reformation with other things is social justice. The decision is wheather we believers side with prevailing power-structures, or with those on the margins of society. It is only too easy to see which one Jesus chose, whereas the church historically has chosen the other one. On those occations when the church chose differently and stood with the oppressed and persecuted, only then has it carried significant spiritual authority in the society.
But you cannot stand against something you are yourself part of (in spirit at least). That is why we see today non-Christian NGOs carrying prophetic mantle of public witness.
Why are believers so active in attempting to shape legislation concerning family/sexuality issues, and yet so passive in fighting the imperialistic power structures of world politics/economics (which create poverty, unequality, produce ecocatastrophies and ... allow destruction of a "poorer" nation to create a better working "new order" for their country)?
Maybe, having so long been part of an empire we are like birds who, having spent too long in captivity, have forgot about our ability to fly and our calling to be free of empires and look from heavenly perspective with justice-heart of God?